Beloved Fwenz

30 August 2010

tak mungkin berpaLing ='(

Tidak mungkin kuberpaling lagi 
Salah sangka yang direncanakan 
Gelora melanda 
Adalah dendammu 
Setelah diriku 
Tak mampu menjadi milikmu 

Cukup sudah hati berdarah 
Usah ditambah cerita yang sudah 
Di mana kekasihmu 
Yang pernah kau sanjungi 
Mengapa pula padaku 
Menjadi pelepas ceritamu 
Dan jua sepimu 

Usah menabur budi 
Mengharapkan simpati 
Sedangkan kau menitip 
Cemburu iri hati 

Tak mungkin kuberpaling 
Padamu yang meracuni 
Rimbunan kasihku 
Sehingga berguguran 
Kelopak cinta kita 
Kerana mu tak lagi mengerti hatiku 

Sehingga berguguran 
Kelopak cinta kita 
Kerana fitnahmu 
Walau segunung sesalmu 
Tak mungkin kukembali 
Cukuplah sekali 
Kejelekanmu 
Menggamit pilu 

Tidak mungkin kumaafkan lagi 
Salah sangka yang direncanakan 
Adalah dendammu 
Setelah diriku 
Tak mampu menjadi milikmu 
Sepenuhnya

27 August 2010

fate ~

wups..wups,,,
penatnye baru sampai kat uma...dari tadi kerja aku asyik tido..tido...n tido..
ari ni aku nak knal kan kat korang ~ orang yang tak brape nak baru..hikhik dalam hidup aku..
selain family,,sahabat karib.....sedara mara....n yang paling penting ausz...hmmm (-_-!)
nampaknyee kisah cinte aku sblm ni tak kan pergi kemana2...so...life must go on ~




wan..say hi to them.! =)

Introducing mr wa


Navin and Ploy Chermarn have been dating for a while now. Currently he is in America studying for his Ph.D and she is in Thailand. For others, the distance might be an issue. For this couple it’s not. Thousands of miles apart, still their love is sweet as ever shown in Ploy’s twitter page.
Ploy loves to twitter and she loves to post photos of Navin on her page with cute little captions. She comes off like a bubbly girl in love for the first time. Here is a link to Ploy’s twitter photo page.



25 August 2010

a siLLy regret (-_-!)

hellow..assalamualaikum..
i just drop by for a moment to share wif ya'll an article (more like a story) yg catched my attention just now ~ padahal aku nih ada kuiz math esok..kuikui..doakan ye... n aku pon tak ciapkan lagi lab report chemist aku yang tersayang tuh...hrm...tensennnnnn
so...feel free to read it.! sediakan tissue sekotak! heeeee...



As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called as my "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that,and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her. She said "thanks &qu... See Moreot; and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

3rd Year High
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her lover had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Sharon Cuneta movie, and three bags of Chippy, she decided to go to sleep.She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 1st year, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So.. we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.  I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the funeral, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read : "I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too..." I thought to my self,and I cried and I cried...

18 August 2010

promote.. prOmote...

uish..uishh...
terer tak terer penangan photoshOp editor nihhh...
aku ta reti buat la..mcm menarik, humph mesti mau blaja nih!!! (adeh ayat ape ni..) kuikui
yang nihh membe yang toLong editkan..t nak suh die edit banyak2 lg..
wee~ sape yang memerlukan sevice?? halo2 okayyy.!!!!








wushh..BEFORE okayy




Taraa!!!!! ni AFTER. 





anyway..it such a nice try..well done buddy! =)






Well... i Like it.!!!
Credit++ to mr photographer wuu!!! (bukan BLODSHED DEV-C++)
haha