fate ~

wups..wups,,,

penatnye baru sampai kat uma...dari tadi kerja aku asyik tido..tido...n tido..

ari ni aku nak knal kan kat korang ~ orang yang tak brape nak baru..hikhik dalam hidup aku..

selain family,,sahabat karib.....sedara mara....n yang paling penting ausz...hmmm (-_-!)

nampaknyee kisah cinte aku sblm ni tak kan pergi kemana2...so...life must go on ~

wan..say hi to them.! =)

Introducing mr wa

Navin and Ploy Chermarn have been dating for a while now. Currently he is in America studying for his Ph.D and she is in Thailand. For others, the distance might be an issue. For this couple it’s not. Thousands of miles apart, still their love is sweet as ever shown in Ploy’s twitter page.

Ploy loves to twitter and she loves to post photos of Navin on her page with cute little captions. She comes off like a bubbly girl in love for the first time. Here is a link to Ploy’s twitter photo page.

a siLLy regret (-_-!)

hellow..assalamualaikum..

i just drop by for a moment to share wif ya'll an article (more like a story) yg catched my attention just now ~ padahal aku nih ada kuiz math esok..kuikui..doakan ye... n aku pon tak ciapkan lagi lab report chemist aku yang tersayang tuh...hrm...tensennnnnn

so...feel free to read it.! sediakan tissue sekotak! heeeee...

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called as my "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that,and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her. She said "thanks &qu... See Moreot; and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

3rd Year High

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her lover had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Sharon Cuneta movie, and three bags of Chippy, she decided to go to sleep.She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 1st year, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So.. we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now.  I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the funeral, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read : "I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too..." I thought to my self,and I cried and I cried...

promote.. prOmote...

uish..uishh...
terer tak terer penangan photoshOp editor nihhh...
aku ta reti buat la..mcm menarik, humph mesti mau blaja nih!!! (adeh ayat ape ni..) kuikui
yang nihh membe yang toLong editkan..t nak suh die edit banyak2 lg..
wee~ sape yang memerlukan sevice?? halo2 okayyy.!!!!

wushh..BEFORE okayy

Taraa!!!!! ni AFTER. 

anyway..it such a nice try..well done buddy! =)

Well... i Like it.!!!

Credit++ to mr photographer wuu!!! (bukan BLODSHED DEV-C++)

haha

korang benci STRESS?? aq pon.. =(

Hish... hidup nih penuh ngn masalah... Sehari kalau tak hidup aman tak sah... Cam aku nih lagi lah...stadi dah demanding... tapi hidup asyik nak enjoy... Problem ngn family lg,,kengkawan lg,,cintun lg,,ngn diri sendiri ponnn aku ta puas hati gak...bukan stakat stadi jer... Hurm,, plus++ bagi orang yang tak berapa nak kaya tapi cintakan shopping macam aku nih... problem tak de duit yang banyak pon jadi masalah gak... So, aku try lahh amek inisiatif utk buang perasaan yang sengal nih dari mmbelenggu hari aku...
Korang ada extraa tips gak?? Haaa..kongsi2 ahhh pe lg derrr...




TEKUP MUKA KAT BANTAL N JERIT SEKUAT HATI...!! ARRRRGHHHHHH
aku slalu wat camnihh tau..best wei... Kalau aku berada di ceruk2 hutan belantara atau kat atas kayangan dimana tak da sorang pon manusia kat situ bolehh laa aku jerit puas2...tapi kalau dah asyik terperuk kat hostel (cam aku nih) tak kan laaa nak jerit plakk... Bukan takot orang laen pelik,, takot ada yang mati terperanjat jerr..huhu  so..aku pon pegi laaa jerit kat bantal tuh...hurmmm jangan laa lame2 plakk kang tak leh bernafas..ada laaa plak kes laen pulak karang..bukan salah aku haaa




G MANDI ...
selalu nyerr aku slalu guna teknik nih kalau ada masa lapang jer..huhu yang paling pnting,,dimana ada kerajinan... nak spend tyme lama2 kat bathroom tuh kne rajin tau.. kalau bathroom hostel aku sebesar alam n ada tab n khidmat spa..takpelah jugak.. nih kat bathroom yang tak berapa nak romantic tu..tak berapa nak feeling lahh geng.. hehe hurm...kalau korang ada extra duit ley laa layan spa.. Tapi utk org busy cam aku nih (nak sedap kan ati) .. huhu duk bawah air n muhasabah diri pon da kire okayy dah....